I know I've been bad about blogging, and I do apologize.  The past 2 weeks have been hard for me to blog because I've had on my mind on what to say about the anniversary of my last miscarriage... June 4.  There are no words to adequately describe how it made me feel, but suffice it to say, the experience changed my life.  I couldn't let the anniversary go by without recognizing the life lost.  Our baby would be about 6 months old right now, wriggling and cooing, keeping us up at night, and generally doing the things that babies do.  Even though she's not in our arms, we'll never forget her...

Happier posts will be forthcoming.  I will have a new one for every day of the week this week, so do check back.  I'm sorry for my lag in updates up to now.

Comments

[laura]

kristen i am so sorry about your loss. i know it is not the same, but after we adopted kaenen we tried to adopt his sister, but at the last minute the birth father came in and changed his mind. so, i know about feeling a loss. she was born on july 12, 2006 and i think about her everyday. we were going to name her kyah. if you ever need to talk, call me.